Tuesday, March 14, 2006

My joy in life is missing.

It disappeared when I wasn't looking. Or maybe I was looking too hard.

A tennis game today, turned into "how to berate yourself silently for hitting sucky returns". It was all too clear at that point that "joy" was gone. To drive the point home with a hammer, the other couple next to us were playing, laughing at miscues and having a good time. Which, in turn, made me berate myself even more silently.

Where have I lost the joy? The fun? I don't like myself very much (can you tell?) these days.

3 Comments:

At 3:41 PM, Blogger mel said...

I get to feeling that way sometimes too, & it suckssssss.

I know that around here, I'm getting a little cabin fever & am looking forward to the nicer weather. I dunno if that can apply when you live in a sunny state, but still, I hope that the Spring brings some change for you!

hughughug

 
At 8:32 PM, Anonymous Suze said...

hugs, Kimberlee. I totally hear you.

 
At 6:44 PM, Blogger Jana said...

You bring joy to my life. Just so you know.

 

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