Saturday, April 02, 2005

Decisions

My brain is ready to explode.

I don't enjoy making decisions, and when I've got more than one or two on my plate, I start to panic and shut down. Seriously, how can choosing a carpet color and style make me want to stick my head in the sand? Should I turn down the better-paying library assistant job because of the weird hours? Where do we stay while we're on vacation this year? What's for dinner? It all makes me want to stick my fingers in my ears and go "Lalalalalalalalalala. Can't hear you!"

So, I find myself staring at the television and still in my pajamas rather than making these decisions. Is it a passive-aggressive thing? Am I depressed? My poor husband doesn't seem to know what to do with me, and neither do I. I know that I should just step up and decide, still the what-ifs and buts drown out my reason. This is not a good way to go through life.

10 Comments:

At 9:04 PM, Blogger suze said...

I am totally like this, too. J gets so impatient with me b/c I can't make decisions. Maybe you are still kinda sad about giving up the kitty. i hope things get better for ya.

 
At 11:40 PM, Blogger maricarnjerry said...

OMG. Jerry said I make good decisions but it takes me FOREVER to make them. And when I think I made the wrong one, I get depressed. Gah.

 
At 5:25 AM, Anonymous Val said...

I'm the SAME WAY! "honey what do you want for dinner?" TOTAL PANICK ATTACK. Damn woman hormones.

 
At 4:57 PM, Blogger Jana said...

Count me in the same category - Inable to Make a Decision. And I don't look nearly as cute as you when I wear MY glasses.

 
At 6:03 PM, Blogger A~ said...

hmm... refusing to make a decision, is a decision in itself! does that help? even a little? :)

 
At 1:47 AM, Anonymous Amber said...

I have days like these. It royally sucks.

Though I can often steer clear of days like this if I just plan a little. Flylady.net helped me somewhat out in the household running making area.

 
At 11:15 AM, Blogger A~ said...

wow, almost a whole month and no posts? you ok?

 
At 12:28 AM, Anonymous Val said...

I was starting to wonder the same thing :-/

 
At 11:57 AM, Blogger Amber said...

me too :(

 
At 10:53 AM, Blogger Jennie said...

d00d!!! You need to get your computer fixed! We're dyin here! ;-)

 

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